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i love seeing the people that i love succeed, and i will do all that i can to help them do so.
My uncle’s relationship with his best friend is something else. They do some extremely messed up stuff to each other but at the end of the day they’re still best friends. They shrug it off and move on. They can be assholes to each other but they know when they messed up as well, and that’s just great to witness. They’ve been best friends since high school, that’s over 14 years.
You’re living, you occupy space, and you have mass.
You know what that means?
this is the most inspirational pun i have ever seen
in my senior drama class i had to play gordon ramsay for a film project but we could only film in school so we had to try to find a closed off room to use. the thing is the room wasn’t exactly soundproof and apparently someone heard us and that’s the story of how the vice principal and four freshmen walked in on me wearing a chef’s hat and yelling at my friend because her squid was so raw i could still hear it telling spongebob to fuck off
did you get an A
This is a reminder that I did nothing wrong and I’m a fantastic human being and friend. I know I’m still a bit hurt from it all, and that’s perfectly fine, but I haven’t cried over it anymore and I am seeing that improvement in myself. That’s really great for me and I’m proud of myself. I did the best that I could given the situation and I’m living with the aftermath of it and that’s fine. I said what needed to be said and knew that what’s happening now was going to happen. Sometimes a prolonged silence speaks louder than 1000 words.
People can really hurt you, but if you want to grow then part of it is taking that hurt and making good out of it and mending both yourself and then later on your relationship.
Does it suck driving around the same town, listening to the same songs, going to the same places, eating the same foods, watching the same shows and sleeping in the same bed that we spent so much time doing? Yes, it does.
Everything is a sharp little reminder to my heart that things weren’t as fine as they seemed- which you did all you could then too, Kayla. Before all of this, but I’m also not being dragged down by it. I’ve slept soundly and truly smile more now and small positive things like that.I also know the difference between being selfish and looking out for yourself, and I’m looking out for myself, which could not be said about the majority of people in this world and I refuse to go along with that toxic mentality. I don’t have a selfish bone in my body, but I won’t be manipulated or used, either. I have limits. I’m realizing now that i need to be the protector of myself and who better to look out for myself than me? I’m a natural leader, nurturer and protector so Im glad that my happiness relies on me. I am the best person for the job.
Point is, I did the right thing for myself. I know it and feel it in my soul. I’m not numb anymore and I feel quite a range of emotion now- the primary one being determined. Determined to make myself better and hopefully by doing that inspire others around me to do the same for themselves, because you won’t ever get better unless YOU decide you’ve had enough suffering.